9.01.2005

cold is the night it constantly had been
since i knew not when
darkness seems to grow even more
as time ticked be.
alone as i ever could be,
afraid that even air can cut my breath.
the stillness, haunting.
helplessness drowning me.
and as i cry for help,
i looked up there lay haphazardly
the answer to my plee.
i reached with my trembling hands
the thing that can give me all the satisfaction.
i held it close in desperation,
its cold embrace geve me a shudder
that coursed through my body up and down under.
i held out my arm welcoming it,
felt all warmth fade
engulfed by its sensation.
shuddering as the whispering air cut through my flesh,
and as my redemption kissed my heart
i held my breath,
anxiously waiting fir its caress...




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here is my star see how she shines in the light of day never see her light here is my star see how she shines in the vast sky i keep her mine she keeps making circles in my head at lover's gates here i stand no one to hold to hold my hand at lover's gates here i stand here in the cold see my star land she is this obsession in my life so tell me now why d'you have to be why d'you have to be so cold you didn't have to be you don't have to be so cold i look much older so they say it feels much colder in this place it seems so empty without my star i feel no warmth i raise my hand to meet the light stared at my star till i was blind here is my star is it mine so quit this perversion in my mind

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